Right here waiting

Do you feel like you’ve always waiting for something that’s not going to happen? And you find it difficult to give up because it is the thing that you really want?van-gogh-is-bipolar

Sometimes its not easy to understand why we keep on failing in love. We begin to wonder what’s wrong with us even we nurture our capacity to stay in a relationship but no matter what the reasons are, no matter who’s fault it is, we lose someone because we are not meant to spend our life with that person. It is sometimes as simple as that. There’s no guarantee that we keep love even we find it, but that is what is all about!

Having the courage to love that someone and the will to love that someone against all odds.  It is frustrating to be with someone but can’t promise you anything. This is the circumstance that we face and because of the love we shared,  we continue to stay. Love can wait and will wait forever. No matter how far the distance is, we should not allow to cease love, we just need to strive hard to keep our love burning. This is an effort that both can exert.



Lord God, help me to open my heart to embrace the world and to receive its embrace in return. Help me to use my ability to Love as a way to heal myself. Lord, Help me in facing the challenges that I am facing today.

Father, teach me to trust in you, to understand that the presence of my problems doesn’t mean that you are not with me. I may not feel it sometimes but I know that you are working ahead of me to work things out for my good. Lord, you know what my heart wished for. I surrender all of my loneliness, fear, and discontents to your divine will. Help me Lord to find the love that will bring glory to your name because I know when it does, it is the one that I could keep and treasure in my heart forever.

Lord, I lift my heart to you forgive me for I have sinned against you.

Lord, I surrender to You with all my heart and soul. Please come into my heart in a deeper way. Jesus, You are Lord of my whole life. I believe in You and receive You as my Lord and Savior. I hold nothing back. I surrender all to you: my everything. I release it, and let it go. I surrender my understanding of how things out to be; my choices and my will. I surrender to You the promises I have kept and the promises I have failed to keep. I surrender my weaknesses and strengths to You. I surrender my emotions, my fears, my insecurities, my everything. Lord, I surrender my entire life to You, the past, the present and the future. In  life and in death, I belong to You.img_5133-copy