Posted in Bittersweet, Pragma

Love yourself and love will find you

I thought everything was perfect to us until one day he said 
that I should need to forget him. I was totally shock, I asked
myself all sets of questions. My dreams was shuttered, how was
the truth could hurt so badly.  For a time, I was scared to 
face the world. I felt all people wanted to hurt me. At the 
end of the day he proved to all that he is a responsible man. All he said was sorry.  I look straight to his eyes but his 
tears melted my heart instantly.  

I cried enough, but the person who am I shedding tears, don’t deserve it.

It’s a sad fact!

It is really painful if the one we love will leave us.  Sometimes we can think to end our sufferings but even how much it hurt, we don’t have reason to think of something that can hurt ourselves.

People do irrational things when someone they sincerely love, purposely hurt them. But we never think that whatever we do will never change anything nor this will make a difference to those who doesn’t care about us.  We are only making ourselves to become a victim of being desperate and we fell into a pit of sadness.

We need to be strong.  We shouldn’t allow failures to take away our dreams in finding happiness.  There’s a reason why God allow failures and sufferings happen in our life.

roseIt is really painful but this will make us stronger and better person.  There’s life even several failed relationships.  There is hope even all our efforts in finding the right person are failed.  We need to be strong in our faith because good things comes to those who believe and strive to be happy inspite of the pain that lingers in our hearts.  Love yourself and love will find you.   Trials will make us stronger, it also gives us strength to face tomorrow with faith and hope that there is still a person who will truly love us after we fall.



I love life and treasure every moment as it comes. I don't need to rush into things, I want to experience every second of good things that life offers. I am passionate at all times, love to meet people who are sincere and honest, love to be alone and homebody. Im already at the midst of my life (don't even know if this' already at the edge) but i feel that i still need to learn lot of things, never get tired, in short Bipolar! Seriously, sometimes I am on the point that I feel i am alone and empty, always misunderstood and sometimes unloved and used. But i entrust everything in HIM, who knows best.

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